For the sake of yet further organization, I also back-dated some of fan fiction that I failed post to this journal the first time around, generally because I embarrass myself. I actually adore the Meg manifesto fic, though. <3
December 2011: When You Wake Up to This
post-6x21 "Let it Bleed" AU | 2900 words | horror, angst (voluntary amnesia) | Lisa, Sam; Lisa/Dean Smith (sort of), past Lisa/Dean | for hoodie_time
In the end, it's a matter of sense; it's a matter of lips. It's a matter of knowing that the hand holding yours when you wake up is the hand you were holding when you died. --Or that it should have been.
June 2011: Place at the End
pre-series (1996) - post-series (2021) | 27,600 words | drama/angst/hurt/comfort (mobility issues, pain, exhaustion, insomnia, depression, anxiety disorder) | Dean, Sam, peripheral OFCs, peripheral John; Lisa, very peripheral Meg | suicidal ideation | for spn_j2_bigbang (2011)
In 1996, you realized one thing: you're either a hunter or you're not; some bridges can only be crossed once. Fast forward to 2021. What happens when that frontier starts closing?
February 2011: memories of my melancholy whores
pre-series (2004) - 2x14 "Born Under a Bad Sign" | 9,700 words | femmeslash, character study, horror, psychological, angst | Meg; Meg/Lisa, Meg/Sam, Meg/Bela, Meg/Jo, Meg/Jess, Meg/Dean, Meg/Amanda Walker (1x04), Meg/OFC, Dean/Lisa) | dubious consent, psychological torture, possession | for spnfemmeslashbb
It's like pressing a bruise. It's like pounding against a bruise until you split open and you start falling out of your own skin. Like your bruise is your entire world; you see in shades of black and purple and sometimes plum-red. You are a millimeter from the walls in any direction. And you're pressing at that bruise; the small coin-shaped one at your elbow, waiting for it to blossom before you, so you can feel something--anything--at all. More often than not, what you feel is cooling blood, sticky between your fingers.
On possession and being possessed: How to love your body (or someone else's). How to survive an encounter with the other side. And how to survive the Winchesters, no matter what you are.