WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW UNSPEAKABLY JEALOUS I AM. FUCK.
I'm not at all butthurt, though I'm sure a huge portion of my corner of fandom will be. I just feel like my best friend won a million dollars--I'm happy for them, and JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS GDIIIASFJAKL: LKJFASKFJALKJFL:KAJFLKS
My stomach right now, seriously. KNOTS OF TORTURED JEALOUSY.
ETA: Okay, after that bout of visceral, crippling jealousy, I am counter-intuitively even more in love with SPN as an entire entity than ever, and more motivated to play than ever. CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.
I realize that mentality probably doesn't make a whole lot of sense, and I guess if I'm going to have volcanic, effusive emotions those are probably not the logical ones, just knowing me and my tastes. I still have zero interest in this storyline, don't get me wrong. But it really has very little bearing on me, my attitude toward SPN/fandom.
I love you, SPN. ♥ Go for it. And rock it or drop it, is what I always say. ;P