...Also keep in mind that I rewatched 9x13 on Monday.
IT'S BEEN LESS THAN 48 HOURS, SELF. PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER GOOD GRIEF.
edit: Here, have part of a weird D. H. Lawrence poem that lends itself too easily to Supernatural to be actually useful to Modernism & modern wars, which is what I'm supposed to be doing right now.
I shall never forget the maniacal horror of it all in the end
when everything was me, I knew it all already, I anticipated it all in my soul
because I was the author and the result
I was the God and the creation at once;
creator, I looked at my creation;
create, I looked at myself, the creator:
it was a maniacal horror in the end.