Kalliel (kalliel) wrote,
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The 100

I made up my mind last Sunday that I had 100 hours of work I needed to get done this week, so that's what I was going to do, goddamn it. Then Friday came along and aside from being zombie levels of tired, it's just sad and upsetting to know that this is the kind of world we live in, you know? And that just makes me feel exceptionally ineffective and pointless, even as it's mixed in with a lot of other things, I don't know. :\

Long story short, I said 100 hours, but executive decision: I needed some time to sit with that, and think about the world, and also find some separate happiness in TV.

I'm good with 90. <3

Obviously, Supernatural occupies a space of extreme privilege in my heart. It has no competition. But this also means that it has no fallback; there's no Plan B. It has to be my happiness, or else fail me entirely.

While this is arguably very ironic, since SPN can be read as being mostly about how you shouldn't be forming absurd, isolating, codependent relationships, lol, I think more to the point it's an exploration of how to make that work, and make good out of that, when you really don't have any other choice.

Lucky for me, I know SPN won't ever let me down. <3 11x06 was amazing. I want to say more, but I'm only at 80 of 90, so work tomorrow, bed right now. Good night!

Also, my neighbor's husband thanked me for the buns. <3
Tags: fandom: spn, i can't watch tv like a normal person, spn !!, these things matter, timetimetime, trufax, wwdd: what would diesel do?
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