Kalliel (kalliel) wrote,
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No Finish Line

This is probably one of my most relatable scenes in SPN:


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Not that I've ever been resurrected, to my knowledge, but this is my thought every morning when I wake up. OH HELLO, REMAINING ITEMS ON YESTERDAY'S TO DO LIST. HELLO, TODAY'S TO DO LIST. I LOVE HOW EVEN IF I CHECK THINGS OFF I RECEIVE NO SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT IN RETURN, NOR ANY RESPITE. I LOVE HOW NONE OF THSE TASKS ARE EVER TRULY OVER, AND NOTHING EVER FEELS DONE; NOR IS, IN FACT, ANYTHING ACTUALLY EVER DONE BECAUSE THERE ARE JUST FURTHER, NEWER TIERS TO DEAL WITH. BOY, IT IS SUCH A GREAT FEELING. TOTALLY INSPIRATIONAL. I WOULD JUST LIKE TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING, OR HAVING DONE SOMETHING, AT SOME POINT. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK.

And like, I know that if I would like to take a break, or finally watch 6x11 or something, I need to literally take it--steal it!!--because I am never going to earn it. So like, I've finally caught up with almost all the summergens, and those were fantabulous. But then, there's also kind of a time limit on this To Do list. =____=;; Or I could write fic, because at the very least that can help me make my word count goals for the day, but right now I hate everything about what I write and how I write it. :')

So my favorite thing to do is, as usual, going to the grocery store. I wait with bated breath for the circulars and hope it's a good Manager's Special aisle day and look forward to seeing if mushrooms are on sale. Honestly, the highlight of my week! Also, washing dishes. They're dirty, and then they're clean, and you put them away, and they're done! COOL! SO WOW. YES.

/SCREAM

Lol, in retrospect, this post probably explains exactly what I love so much about S7. TOO BAD I'M STILL ON 6x11.
Tags: a sock in the dryer, insufferability is plan a, timetimetime, unapologetic hit-and-run
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