Kalliel (kalliel) wrote,


My plan was to keep my distance from SPN to give myself some time to indulge in other fannish things I wanted to do before succumbing entirely to Sam and Dean, but I don't know if I'm going to make it. I have a Cars WIP from 2017 I want to finish! I want to doodle my friend's truck for her bday! I still have 2 episodes of Mr. Robot to watch, and S4 of The Expanse to rewatch! (I mean, sure, I did watch the entire series all the way through already. But then I wanted to watch it again, and if I'm being entirely honest with myself, I'd love to watch it again after I finish watching it again.)

But I was watching a random episode of Psych with dinner and someone said "Sammy" completely innocuously and I nearly lost it because I was so overcome with emphatic love for Sam Winchester. It's been hours and I don't think I've entirely recovered. And "Classic Rock Barbecue" or whatever this Pandora station is called is only playing yearning, sad songs for some reason. (Worst barbecue ever?!) Simple Man, now "Don't You Cry" by Guns n' Roses. Wistful CCR in between them.

The Sam and Dean that act out scenes for themselves in my head, for the last few days, have been having the world's most boring sad conversation over the bunker's kitchen table. But I guess at least they're getting something to eat?

As for work, life, and world thoughts--yeah, let's not. LET US NOT. Wtf timeline even is this.
Tags: fandom: spn, i can't watch tv like a normal person, salt being a spirit deterrent

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